For my academic goals, I have had trouble due to not being able to go to classes and having to make up exams. It has been difficult with my medical absences, but I still feel as though I am in a good spot. I am not nervous about passing any of my classes and I didn't have to withdraw from any classes. For my personal goals, before I had my medical emergency, I had figured out a good balance between my two jobs and school. I felt like I was getting enough time to do school work and I didn't feel overwhelmed or tired. I felt energized for my shifts and was productive throughout my shifts and could wake up for classes. I figured that two shifts throughout Monday and Friday and one shift on Saturday was enough financially and physically. For my career goals, I have thought about what I want to do, but I have not pursued any internships or jobs. I still need to figure out exactly what I plan to do in the future so that I have a goal for school and can take the right classes that will prepare me best for the future. Overall, I feel as though I am in a good place for my goals. I do not feel stressed about getting any of them done. I believe that I can manage to achieve my goals.
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Today was a better day. Besides my physical pain, I feel better about school. I was worried about catching up, but it is looking like it will be manageable to catch up. I did most of my Spanish assignments and caught up on some note taking in my statistics class. All my professors have been mainly on board about my medical plan. I am still nervous about my academic coaching appointments because at the moment I can't even make any. I overall feel better about the assignments that I had missed. I am still going to be missing classes because of my doctors appointments, but I am hoping to create plans for my classes so it won't be too big of a deal. I am excited to be doing school work again and not feeling so overwhelmed for once. Today was an overall better day.
Great. I was starting to get into a good routine of getting to classes and taking notes and reading and then of course something major in my life happens. I was struggling to gettting to classes but I thought maybe it was my depression bringing me down and making me tired and closed off. I think that I was starting to get sad again, but I was still seeing my psychiatrist and the sessions were going well. I was stable. I knew something was off about my body since the beginning of the school year, but I didn't think that I could have something serious going on. I joked with my mom and brother about having leukemia one day because on MayoClinic I was fitting some of the symptoms. To think that that could have actually been a diagnosis for me is really scary. I am very grateful that I was diagnosed with something less major than leukemia because I think that I would have fallen apart if I was diagnosed with leukemia. I still have to go to doctors every week and get blood drawn every week and take medications that make me feel bad, but it beats cancer. Now I have to figure out what the heck I am supposed to do with school. I am starting to get to the point where I just want to take the rest of the year off and start over next year. I just feel like I have missed too much and I am too far behind.
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